Behind some tears

Hope
As my heart still beats against this frail chest
As my eyes are wide awake when I lay to rest
As my blood boils,curdles and stagnates with every test
Hope,I keep within for the best.
The best...your happiness,to keep on walking
But who am I kidding,
Just myself here in pieces.
Seeing all your smiles,
your love,
your tears,
your memories...
How I yearn for a few seconds
with you
Several lifetimes in my world.
Time and space are just unproven theories.
You give me Infinity.
But who am I kidding
I am here and you are in love.
My words,crumbling,weak
a failed bridge,a poet with a blunt pen. 
All I have left under this wreckage
Is my strength to be there for you.
All I keep for myself
Is some tears in my eyes
and I can't see you 
here with myself
At the moment.
All I see is just your face
behind these teary veils
of paradise.