What I see in her

The days when you had all your smiles
when the sun shone just for awhile
each time you see all that you love
all the blue skies,red ripened berries
the laughter of friends,the joy you shared
there was nothing holding you back
the horizons were endless yet everything was so close
everyday was familar yet full
there was no pain,few tears and no regrets
now its all faded, and all you hear is silence
all you see are memories of lost days
all you feel are foreboded fears
of what might happen
of losing everything,of being a burden
of being broken and numb
of seeing all those smiles turn into tears
of all the pity that will drown you
Yet I see the grit,I see the hope beneath
as you try and run in stride
look upwards in search
of a place where you hence came from
of days afore where you frolicked in the sun