Life would go on

How would it be like, to meet your soulmate
and feel the words stifle under emotions
How would it be like, to lust her touch yet have the heart to
keep a place for her deepest thoughts,her pain,her tears,her anger
How would it be like, to want her by ones side,shoulder height
A queen to the throne we will call our own
How would it be like, to have endeavours for her smiles
To seek the pleasures you see in her eyes when she lights up
How would it be like, to have her by your side,the better half of ones life
and bask in the radiance of calmness we feel together
How would it be like, to remember all her words,every detail
and have one's soul wonder in emptiness when she is not there
How would it be like,to want to spend ones life building on the love we would share
and spend days seeing us share a moment of bliss
How would it be like, to feel all of that
yet never have the chance to be with her.