Wish you were here,Wish I was there

something is missing here
thoughts hang on the edge
reality feels incomplete
the night is blanched white

someone is missing here
every second die and reborn
the fading minutes leave me bare
the hours still and lorn

something is missing here
thoughts pulsate with emotions
as the heart searches for her
vision skips between realities

someone is missing here
memories drizzle away within
moments of past find escape
around the corner a specter of pain

dreamer

dream weaver heartbreaker
show me the endless horizons with your smiles,
drown me blissfully in your love forever
mistress of pearl white blossoms,
my moonlit velveteen rose lover
part to me those coveted keys
to the baubles of your golden laughter
let me dance,croon to that glorious rays
angelic songstress heavenly memory maker
serenade me away from these bright nights
from now till everafter.

Lay me to rest

Its gonna be a sleepless night.
Neither can I forget nor find reprieve
from all these feelings 
I play hide and seek with
The silence of the night surrounding
the abode of emptiness I dwell in
the moments of peace are torn with
hours of missing the reality thats her
her existence among these solid phantoms
I pretend to talk and laugh without her
as an endless night creeps in without her laughter
the material plane in discord without her smiles
a deafening silence without her voice
an enigmatic existence without her words
unrequited it maybe but the multitude of feelings
the amazement of falling in such pristine love
and the gut wrenching pain that follows
all these half thoughts that she can piece with
a few words like yes I do too
feel the same way about you
alas that never seems to happen
as the curtains close on a painfully empty day
with searing thoughts of emptiness to blind me
and perhaps lay me to rest momentarily

What I see in her

The days when you had all your smiles
when the sun shone just for awhile
each time you see all that you love
all the blue skies,red ripened berries
the laughter of friends,the joy you shared
there was nothing holding you back
the horizons were endless yet everything was so close
everyday was familar yet full
there was no pain,few tears and no regrets
now its all faded, and all you hear is silence
all you see are memories of lost days
all you feel are foreboded fears
of what might happen
of losing everything,of being a burden
of being broken and numb
of seeing all those smiles turn into tears
of all the pity that will drown you
Yet I see the grit,I see the hope beneath
as you try and run in stride
look upwards in search
of a place where you hence came from
of days afore where you frolicked in the sun

Life would go on

How would it be like, to meet your soulmate
and feel the words stifle under emotions
How would it be like, to lust her touch yet have the heart to
keep a place for her deepest thoughts,her pain,her tears,her anger
How would it be like, to want her by ones side,shoulder height
A queen to the throne we will call our own
How would it be like, to have endeavours for her smiles
To seek the pleasures you see in her eyes when she lights up
How would it be like, to have her by your side,the better half of ones life
and bask in the radiance of calmness we feel together
How would it be like, to remember all her words,every detail
and have one's soul wonder in emptiness when she is not there
How would it be like,to want to spend ones life building on the love we would share
and spend days seeing us share a moment of bliss
How would it be like, to feel all of that
yet never have the chance to be with her.