Tuesday, 17 May 2016

In too deep

I can't dive no more
thoughts slide down levelled by pain
words vanish before I even reach for the pen
I can't surface no more
these dark waters are filling my veins
shoulders getting heavy,the world's becoming blurry
memories flood back in a rushed fury to fill in what was once empty
tracings of moonlight around floating clouds,I am unsure of reality
did I once walked till blood became venom yet didn't breathe heavily?
did I once ran with arctic wolves seeking for warmth in a winters tale?
did I bathe in a sky of falling stars beneath a magical moon?
did I once stood upon the highest of peaks molding swords from fire, ice and lightning for mortals?
did I looked down on the world,moved the mountains and seas in a chess game?
did I sat drinking wine sighing at men and their foolish wars?Pondering on how I could end them with but a whispered word?
was I a god?
or am I a fallen angel?
It has been so long,
Memories fade away to the surface
I can't reach.
those worlds
those words.
I've forgotten how to.
Drowning at the footsteps of heaven.
I am forsaken.
I am forgotten.

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