Shapes and Colors

A childhood
of police stops
body searches,
and
lonely bus rides.
Vilifying glances of
people crossing roads
stalker shopkeepers
and
doubting onlookers.
Fear cuffed eyes,
the look of no surprise.
Suspicion of
thievery,rape and murder
an innocence torn asunder
being dark toned was the blunder.
Walk on
there is nothing to be seen here.

The Sun

Love was in many places.
Flashes of brilliance when I closed my eyes.
She was the brightest of them all.
My eyes are open.

Spaces

Looking into your eyes to reach
You
Closing our eyes to feel
Us.

My Queen

Hold on to love
Don't hold her back
Catch her tears
Don't latch on to her fears
If she is beside you,don't frown
She is your queen
and her love is your crown.

Life

Mia bambina,
Life is a tragedy in wait.
More so if you can't live it.
So lets dance,sing,drink,eat and make love,
In the most beautiful of places.
Lets dance.
and remember
we lived.
For a moment.
in forever.
Lets dance.

Conversations

 

She's so far away.
Yet I whisper to her about my day.
Talk about tomorrow.
Lie about forever.

The choice

Sex is about love,lust and power.
Choose wisely.
You might fall in love
with the wrong one.
And love is blind.

Lapse

 

Your emptiness is from those
who betray your love
Yet you keep them close.
My emptiness is a place
where you aren't.
Yet somehow I am lost.

wishes

I've made many a wish
To the sound of my heart beating.
The only one I didn't make was of you,
Living in my mind,
Loving me, 
As I do you

In too deep

I can't dive no more
thoughts slide down levelled by pain
words vanish before I even reach for the pen
I can't surface no more
these dark waters are filling my veins
shoulders getting heavy,the world's becoming blurry
memories flood back in a rushed fury to fill in what was once empty
tracings of moonlight around floating clouds,I am unsure of reality
did I once walked till blood became venom yet didn't breathe heavily?
did I once ran with arctic wolves seeking for warmth in a winters tale?
did I bathe in a sky of falling stars beneath a magical moon?
did I once stood upon the highest of peaks molding swords from fire, ice and lightning for mortals?
did I looked down on the world,moved the mountains and seas in a chess game?
did I sat drinking wine sighing at men and their foolish wars?Pondering on how I could end them with but a whispered word?
was I a god?
or am I a fallen angel?
It has been so long,
Memories fade away to the surface
I can't reach.
those worlds
those words.
I've forgotten how to.
Drowning at the footsteps of heaven.
I am forsaken.
I am forgotten.

Paradise

Paradise
Lies between her arms
Her full lips,closed eyes
and the kiss of her charms

To love her...

To love her was a dream
A moment on a cloud beneath the skies 
Before the stars waved good bye. 

Over here

Come here
I will beckon
I will meet you
Halfway
Looking into your eyes
I will know
where to
Touch you
Feel you
Breathe you
Kiss you
And 
You will
swirl
around my aura
I will dive into 
yours.
Meet me
Halfway.
No need for air.
Bite me harder
Hold me closer
Dig in deeper
Thoughts
Memories
Moments
Lust
Love
Body
Soul
We will meet.
Inside.
as aurora  waves
We will entwine
together,
forget 
death and time.
Inside.
We will be
One.
Eternal.
Immortal


©30% remembering the moments,counting the days,feeling the seconds.

Sans Emptiness

A sexual revolution gone wrong
women were deceived
The illusion of power that sex created
left women thinking thats all they were made for
True love lies in those who are in your mind forever
Its not just the night when you had an orgasm till the next time
Its having it in your mind and body all the time.
You will not feel the emptiness when you've had true love.

No.24(Freestyle)

 

Damn kobes gone
5 rings on the kings crown,20 yrs on the ball
that crossover made lebron fall or did he just frown
GOATime man? just look at that deceiving hairline
kobe with that ankle breaker ,you recedeing like a motherfucker,
now thats a fact,dont act,dem haters travel in packs,but the refs aint seein that.
Damn kobes gone
clutch shots make your heart stop like the game clock
Damn,kobes gone
step back fadeaway like Jordan bar none
nothing but net,now  yer 3 points down n yer cant get back,thats a fact.
buzzer beater like no other, the games done in .01,the shots in slo mo but your games gettin slo-er n you prob need a cold shower
n he aint comin back like MJ in 01
No 24s done getting chewed on
The greatest to grace the court with heart
the passion,the fire,the speed,the power
damn..mambas out and its all god damned over.
God damn..

Requite

One day
I will write and you will see
I will touch and you will feel
The life beneath your skin.

Walk

I am walking over the memories of her
singing songs in my head
tripping over the stones I have laid
towards a cliff
where she wasn't.

Blight

Like blight on trees,the night slight'd a soul unfreed
Plagued by pyre'd throes of echoing words mired to mock
an absurd love absolved from sight and time
bounded and chocked upon self devouring vines spitting venom into veins to spite my soul,the night,like blight on trees.